attempting to come up with the last time i actually spoke with someone who wasn't myself and ending up blank
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love too lose contact with everyone i had a common dialect with and also be terminally unable to interact with people with whom i don't have a colang unless required to or helping them with something
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this reverberation provided by the fact that plain written language is absolutely fucking useless for things usually spoken (id est everything except for what you'd put in a table)
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"these are not made, should never be made, we will not make them, we will not help make them" image but it's fixed-font graphical representations of natural languages
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the unicode consortium's greatest failure is the fact that i can't type a rising intonation, a whisper, a veryfastskipoversomethingthatprovidescontextalreadyknowntotherecipient, a whine and a hand motion, or tongue-teeth smock and a vague but concrete facial expression on a PC104
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if im writing markup then yes i can theoretically encode them, use a different font, styling, whatever; this is shit and doesn't work, if only because it's an uhhhhh conceptset->language->written language->styling and vice versa and oh boy that's so reproducible and usable
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this is not helped by the conceptset im encoding being massively niche (consider being polish and also gay but also a pervasive english context and russian-or-french-based stitching to finish it off) for normal talking, also half of the sounds required cannot be represented; dope
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compare this to a context that can be assumed on twitter or any other general-purpose non-closed-(group-)chat medium (vaguely anglo-saxon, hopefully knows where казахстан is) and it's truly a joke, a failure of computing heretofor and presumably hereinout as well
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"computers facilitate communication" so long as you treat them as telephones and even then they're shit, because The Internet™, means the experience is not even remotely real-time and it entails using a webcam (shit) and/or microphone (shit) or either but (expensive)
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here's a fun thing you can do: attempt to do something that requires an instant precise feedback loop (make-up, slicing) by looking at a camera preview screen without pre-baking any motion, also do not rely on proprioception, also audio is mostly unusable because it's even slower
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good great lovely; your findings may be that you can't because you either need to pre-bake at sentence level or speak incredibly slowly, which, lol
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household computing is a failure at an immense scale; this is also why i advocate for "s/390 w domu i zagrodzie" – at least it doesn't pretend to be able to facilitate communication what, with no x; it does computing; telephony is better left to telephony
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and talking is better left for talking (also i would like an s/390 to play with but that's another thing entirely); is it because i communicate mostly with what you'd i guess classify as microexpressions? yeah probably
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but am i just plain alone and have been for most of my life (and, well, the prognosis ain't looking well)? also yes
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he he he i think ive talked with like no more than like five people in my life; cool
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this is not helped by the fact that leaving the house is even more impossible than it usually had been, but should perhaps see how the friend of mine ive last interacted with is doing; if they're still alive, that is
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"two trannies in poland" sounds like a setup, and the punchline is most likely suicide, for either of us (or both! how romantic! heh)
"five kilometers apart because they're" both recluses, and literally exactly identical in every aspect except physical and their chosen obsession
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im big (ish), relatively strong and otherwise physically able, they're tiny and have a muscle condition so their knees are shot; i do language (computers, same thing), they do fine art i don't understand; our conversations were always several layers above the actual words spoken
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god i fucking hate having emotions, how do i make it stop (alcohol no longer works)
anyway, point is, its absolutely impossible to achieve a normal conversational data flow over standard computer text media, and my heart breaks for folk for whom this is only ever the only way
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an alternative point is that i am generally unlikeable and unable to communicate anything in the general case
at your option
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an alternative alternative point is that the "music allowed me to express myself so clearly" story is bollocks since (a) peep https://nabijaczleweli.bandcamp.com ha ha,
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and (b) "haha cool robot" image but its "haha cool bloops" and (b1) an experience not unlike halving myself at the sternum and sewing my skin back on meaty side out,or (b2) i am withering away inside the depression prison that is my mind as it shutters out all save deathly apathy
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deathly? corpselike's better but eeh 280
the only good thing so far is that fluorescent heart (that's (b2)) never fails to calm me down, but, well, so would an arterial puncture, and id be in less pain so its' impossible to say if its good or not
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wow it really has been two hours, huh
guess its like joey cool said: i ain't one to be fake, i ain't nothing I'm not, and i /definitely/ ain't nobody hero
IMPORTANT NEWs: friend
gender agnosticism
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lmao turns out i edited files from Linux which means i *don't* have to give the FSF my personal info? wild stuff https://lists.debian.org/debian-hurd/2020/06/msg00002.html
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ace http://git.savannah.gnu.org/cgit/hurd/gnumach.git/commit/?id=204a382c7b6ccc6443a81688066319d73ef65cab
hmm King ISO's Remember Me/World War Me and girl in red's dead girl in the pool./i wanna be your girlfriend fall into the same musical genre
do they make "I'm with stupid" t-shirts for pigs, and if so: how?
three (3) megabytes per second
/three/
pissed third night in a row; thinking about how tiny goths are the most powerful entities within any society and can do no wrong
so it turns out the allocation in md6-rs had been short by 11 bytes forever, and it only started faulting on musl
shit
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the allocation was 15565, the size on all amd64 abis i tried so far is 15576 and 15568 on an i686 abi
i feel sick, and it's nothing to do with the alcohol
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less funny than the time we had to get a RustSec number for safe-transmute, which, well, clearly wasn't :Р
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ooo and a CVE-2018-21000 too, ace
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the screenshot could've been better, but FFIHashState_forsize is #[repr(C)], like you suggest, in contrast to the println!() argument above, which was what I'd been using instead
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https://github.com/nabijaczleweli/md6-rs/commit/e6567319516d53f431a7a5252ae149e45ed18f08 :v
i can be you're angle ,or yuore devil
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there's people here and i had to leave my pyjamas for the first time in months and i don't like it
this diffstat? im gonna hurl
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(previously: https://twitter.com/nabijaczleweli/status/1266399464127938566)
nicked the good camera, this means a disaster is due within the next 48 hours
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does a sarcastic dab make something less or more pretentious?
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how to look good on video: make sure you can't actually be seen
Berklee Software Distribution
was genuinely surprised that this compiles; my beautiful crab son has come so far,
ah, nothing like a good ole c++ error in rust
process tree :)
tired: abrahamic religions
wired: judaism distributions
in what must be record time it has taken me twenty seconds from seeing
Updating git repository https://gitlab.redox-os.org/redox-os/gpt
in the build log and complaining i need to find something else to do to finding a bug there
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what a time to be alive https://gitlab.redox-os.org/redox-os/gpt/-/merge_requests/1
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yep, it's UNIX* time
* UNIX is a registered trademark of AT&T
people outside poland really out there panicking about elgeebeetees being declared enemies of the state or LGBT-free zones or whatever whereas i am simply vibing
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fun fact: Kraków is in one of those zones, and I am inside Kraków; makes you think about how the polish government is always entirely a massive farce not worth concerning oneself with
with winevdm we have ascended to WoWoW64 and I think that's beautiful
dipshit
dipshit, once again
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yo ngl this fuckin slaps. absolute banger
that image with the big domino on the left and the small domino on the right, where the smallest one is "thunderbird breaking", the next one "installing neomutt", about halfway through "GPT Hurd implementation", and the big one is "patching debian-installer"
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on my bull shit https://lists.debian.org/debian-boot/2020/06/msg00047.html
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aaA I typoed the fucking title like a moron [panik]
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it's okay at least I didn't fucking D E S T R O Y the msgid-search URL like MHonArc; what a trainwreck
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the state of this https://bugs.debian.org/cgi-bin/bugreport.cgi?bug=962920
not tested on animals? is this a fucking tree shampoo?
"DSA"
goth entity turning away; "Democratic Socialists of America"
goth finger-gunning; "Debian System Administrators"
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and the accompanying http release, get it while it's hot, or even while it's cold but you're on Void: https://github.com/thecoshman/http/releases/tag/v1.9.3 (with thanks to Adrian Herath for tests and patches for musl)
finally budged, mrustc's halfway built, let's hope I got the alignments right :v
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(a) me 🤝 mrustc, (b) ironic, he could save others from death, but not himself, &c.
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time to first patch to a standard library: about seven hours
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was wondering why gcc soaked up 3.4G building plain C, but, well,
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I would like to thank Sun Microsystems,
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I am out of address space and I must screan
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nothing a little misery can't fix
also it turns out you absolutely cannot write object files to stdout, which was disappointing
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smash hit, massive success, revolutionary
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spot the idiot that spent the past fifteen minutes staring at htop and nodding as "exec x86_64-linux-gnux32-gcc" kept just about the right CPU- but weirdly low memory usage as it continuously replaced itself with the wrapper :v
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regrettably admit that i've just used ed unironically for the first time
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oh what a delight, mrustc assigns a union of {sizeof=48+alignof=8 and sizeof=76+alignof=4} structs sizeof=76, but GCC lays it out as sizeof=80 :v
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dynamic linker crimes
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turns out this doesn't work because linux hates fun and will not replace a 64-bit image with a 32-bit one during linking; building this for x32 with -static seems to work (ish) though, so that's nice
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a great cicadum in the sky suggested using http://ld.so.conf, which fixed the segfaults and made the thing work scarily not horribly (well, at all); pogress
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you know it!
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yee
haw
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my binary is 1.2 gigabytes and it must scream
i havent slept last night because i was doing the rustc thing so here's a rewrite of a crate I've never used directly https://github.com/overdrop/liboverdrop-rs/pull/13
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this is the best state to do everything in
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I made another binary, it's 1.5 gigabytes this time
it also crashes, in the same place, no less
systemd/zram-generator v0.2.0-beta.1 (https://github.com/systemd/zram-generator/tree/v0.2.0-beta.1#swap-createservice-generator-for-zram-devices) is out on Crates and AUR/Fedora/https://debian.nabijaczleweli.xyz/README
highlights: it's no longer very broken and should actually work for most configurations
please consider giving it a whirl!
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trying to cross rustc from amd64 to x32 now (the problem with that being that src:llvm-toolchain-9 doesn't build on x32), but don't be fooled: I'm in the process of giving up https://github.com/thepowersgang/mrustc/pull/158
it's been brought to my attention that it's been six months since this https://twitter.com/Prince_Flamingo/status/1207466391713923073
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on the dot (ish)!
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how??
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*greybeard voice* always switch to another VT when building LLVM to speed it up by 10+%
nice https://mailman.neomutt.org/pipermail/neomutt-devel-neomutt.org/2020-June/000690.html
not every day you see this
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5mm pipe; first moderate success, though it needed jumping on a vice and much too much sanding
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somehow this gets more broken more weirdly the more I poke it, I'm giving up
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compress=lz4 performs really well (1.9-2x!) on LLVM build trees (zest/rustc, mostly, filling/.../rustc@build-v[12]), so that's nice
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vee eff ess
laptop refused to take power, windows says 4% (plugged, not charging) on two different PSUs, both of which work, and that the battery and charger are good, linux doesn't even /see/ the ACPI power supplies, alles fucking good
it's one of those days
henlo if you have a moment to spare please send a mail to <nabijaczleweli/test@nabijaczleweli.xyz>
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a true joy to take apart – 12 screws, a perfunctory tab on the back, whole thing just unshells, an incredible experience
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hm, that would do it, yes :Р
sent a so-called security consultant a fix for his webserver's TLS configuration
normal day
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still blows me away how much of a (relatively) modern laptop is just.. battery
oh cool, google's gmail backups are invalid mbox; that's totally harmless for someone who would rely on these without knowing how to correct that :v
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heard gawk was slower than mawk but jeez, that's 2.5x on what is ostensibly a trivial pipeline
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oh cool it's not just neomutt, RFC4155 appx A (https://tools.ietf.org/html/rfc4155#appendix-A) explicitly says not to add a timezone since it's UTC anyway
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(this archive is from Feb 2019 and I'll verify the one I ordered earlier today when I get it, but I somehow doubt they fixed it :v)
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aaand it's still there. great
I'd been thinking about this recently, but, well.. fuck
didn't expect anything to have provisions for it
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"Thank you for the feedback.", so I fully expect to never hear about this ever again
big.LITTLE on the desktop when
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i am a stupid fool, that's just gpgpu
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ingested 678M of mail so far, getting 4.68x ratio with compress=gzip; I'm v impressed
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ah yes of course
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lmao the Sent Mail folder alone knocked it down from 4.8x to 3.07x
babby's first telnetd device, a discontinued zigbee bridge doodad no less
at least it's not root:root :v
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it's admin:admin lmao
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28856k RAM, MIPS 24K on a Ralink SoC
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"ramfs" had me worried, and, well, it's Linux 2.6.21 (released 2007), built in 2014 with a GCC from 2004? hell yeah
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as much as I like systemd, there's something to be said about an init that goes from the inittab to running the ASIC in one terminal window
and remember: this file can not delete or dangerous
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of note: 16M flash, the 360MHz clock and.... Creating 10 MTD partitions on "raspi"? the fuck??
legacy-free as in MSX
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turns out that the *entire* corpus, plus indexes, works out to just about the same ratio as the raw data. ah well
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okay, 15.6x is truly remarkable, but that folder is entirely mail(1) to root, so
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this is also where I complain on behalf of my wrist that for mails before like 2015 or something, gmail leaves an identical copy for /every single label/ in the export. so that's usually two or three extraneous ones per message, and 3.3 thousand clicks to tag them all :v
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a good use of disk space and bandwidth
subtweet: if you're gonna have the audacity to complain that critical parts of your infrastructure are authored and maintained by rando slav teens then maybe you should think twice before you post, fucker
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"and 10`000 people begging [them] to fix [some diminishing bullshit]" or alternatively you could get off your entitled arse and implement it yourself, dickhead; oh no actual literal children that have more important stuff to do can't implement shit for me on a moment's notice!!
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fuck dude, I treated e-mail as an absolutely alien thing at 14. hell, GitHub's UI and nomenclature was, too, what a shocker. 15 likely wasn't much different, since that's when I wrote the lot of my moderately-gap-filling crates; they're all just kids dude, doing their damndest
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burned out! at 14
left permanently unable to process emotion because all I ever did was force myself to deliver perfection lest another dude opens a vaguely insulting issue! since 15
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i would love to have hobbies; however, I feel like exponentially more of a failure and/or disappointment when I don't stare at a screen looking for new issues or seeking out TODOs in unrelated software for, like, an hour
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the choice has always been between spending an hour or two "hanging out", which is what that means I think, after school or wrecking my wrists until I fall asleep, and well, I don't need to say which way temis' scales swung
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in conclusion: to paraphrase ixi: computers? cool things; shame about the industry, though
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post scriptum: always funny when the aforementioned slav teen's implementation is better documented and works better than the shit you're shipping to customers, but I don't see debils complaining about that
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i wanted to dump the flash, but there's no way to get data off this thing that isn't telnet
it's C89 time, babey
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turns out printf doesn't exist in ash, but echo -ne does, so yeehaw
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ah yes of course
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hacker voice I'm in except this is (apparently) mipsel but the binary is mips, fuck
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ah, yes
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HACKER VOICE I'M IN
flat fuck friday
love how, without miss, every single "Init Freedom Campaign" thing has a high-horsey mission statement that inevitably ends with "no systemd"
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as prompted by this paragraph, bordering on self-parody
this is the same page that links to "the blacklist", which purportedly bans a plethora of soft wares with "[technical] Arch version adapted to systemd", like? ??
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what if you wanted to do something different than /bin/sh /etc/init but god said "this breaks backwards compatibility and replaces existing services, forcing into adoption"
the C preprocessor actually slaps severely; too bad you can use it to generate C, though
pretty sure you could ship those back to 2007 for that much
starting rutabagarhymes bandcamp com which consists entirely of bad drum solos to qveen herby backing tracks
voting commie today, yeehaw bitch
jesus christ how is Outlook this bad at doing email
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neomutt, a MUA decidedly from the nineties: took some fiddling, it's a config file, after all
AquaMail, a MUA for phones: trivial, it Just Worked, I'm impressed
Outlook, a MUA people pay big stacks for because Office or whatever: can't do it, I'm stumped by a trivial config
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im not even doing something weird, it just times out without *trying* to authenticate, whatever i do??
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another, newer (blue), outlook: goodish guessing those settings, too bad it tries to log in with username user@domain.tld and you can't edit it unless you cancel and type in everything yourself
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in an absolute self-parody of 2020 microsoft, it opened a webpage; the QR goes to a tagged w2 outlook com/get link, which then redirected to app adjust com which doesn't resolve
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back to the orange outlook: turns out that "SSL" defaults to the imaps port (and works, despite me not supporting SSL) and "TLS" defaults to the imap2 port (which didn't work and timed out as before); what
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Outlook also fucks up the UTF-8 in either parts of an address, which means that you can actually send mail to "hełło@" from a normal MUA and it'll happily display it as "heÅ,Å,o@" or "heĹ,Ĺ,o@"
anno domini 2020 lol
nice
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we out here
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that's a good awk nuisance, my /usr/share/doc will love this
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alternative photo, improved as you can see my face less
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anyway, the tagline is What if a feed, but it's a mailbox?; get it on Crates! https://crates.io/crates/feembox or as a paclage https://debian.nabijaczleweli.xyz/README, the usual
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very cool and good, a normal and not insulting way to frame this
i feel content its weird and i hate it i would like my existential bread slash weltschmertz back thanks
please, my waveform, she is very sick
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I did this to Twisted Insane's Lucifer and jesus fucking christ MP3 makes such an incomprehensible hash of this it's incredible
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untitled___2.mp3
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wow incredible, it only took a 116-character long ffmpeg invocation to be able to post a video today
anyway, here's untitled___.mp3
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w- why is this six seconds long on twitter the videos are fifteen.. how ?
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lemme tell ya, it took a lot of fiddling to get this sounding like I recorded it in the sixties over a walkie-talkie and not today on my headset mic https://youtu.be/ECb49l-jPCI